Ee-Ring

It is almost 2am now.

I just came back from a friend's party.

Somehow, for some reasons, I feel empty inside.

It was a good night. The guys cracked some dirty jokes and we had dominos pizza.

The friends celebrated birthday for the birthday girl & they even made her a clip.

We were all in her room while watching it & it was touching to see the boyfriend beating the egg whites, hand-making her the cake.

The people cheered & sang her the birthday song.

I almost cried, being in the situation.

It was mainly because, exactly a few months ago, on my birthday, the things that had happened.

Being in a foreign land alone have definitely toughen me a lot.

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I cannot remember when was the time that I feel pampered.

I cannot remember how it really feels to have people that care for you & like you for who you really are.

I cannot remember clearly when was the last time that people actually appreciated me for what I did & actually showed their gratefulness, be it, in words or actions.

I have never really expect anything back from people for doing something good, but the last thing that I would really want, is to be stepped on.

I know I should be grateful that I even have the chance to come overseas to pursue my studies.

There are people that waited & dreamed for their whole life, to be in my place. =)

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I would say things are getting better & better now.

Oh remember about the friend on the previous post?

The friend that invited me over for dinner?

Turned out that it wasn't a cell group thing.

It was just a simple dinner for friends to catchup with each other's lives.

I had fun. Met a Japanese girl who is here to get her second degree.

Tell me! How cool is that?!

And made another new friend. She's from Malaysia too!

Doing civil engineering in her last year of Uni.

We chatted for quite a bit.

It was a lovely dinner with awesome people.

Should have this kind of gatherings with the people more often!

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