I must

It is again, one of those nights.

The feeling of loneliness.

2.50am

Year 2009. Genting, Malaysia.

No matter how hard I try to deny it,

It will always be there.

I need to put it into action.

For all the people who have always been there for me,

I thank you.

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It's getting a little bit annoying sometimes.

Me, keep coming back to same issue.

Self pity is one of the worst traits in humankind.

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Year 2009 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

I remember I was on the toilet bowl doing my business when this picture was taken. >.<

Haha!

It's been so long. And I always find this picture of me to be very sweet. =)

A very genuine smile.

But yea, what do you expect?

I was happy.

No, wait, I was beyond happy.

I was thrilled. I was living the time of my life.

I had this group of amazing friends who just loved me for being me!

Those were the good times.

Year 2008. Heritage Gym, Penang Island, Malaysia.

I remember that, at that point of time, I was really crazy about looking good.

Spent almost the whole day in gym, doing exercise.

Haha!

Life was so much simpler back then.

Thingmazie

I have been wanting to write this down.

My resolutions for Year 2011.

I really need to set myself some short term goals.

For this case, goals for Year 2011.

Things that I would like to achieve in this year.

I shall name this project a cool name, like Project 2011 FTW

(LOLZ! So much for a cool name! >.<)

Let's start, shall we?

1. Be organized. Have a bloody good time-management.

Seriously, I can't afford to lose anymore time. Gotta fully utilize my time & live up to my fullest potential.

2. Be punctual.

Punctuality. Enough said.

3. Set your priorities right.

A skill that takes time to learn.

4. Learn to say NO.

Stop wasting time entertaining people that don't matter. Just gotta realize that

The most important person in my world is ME. Noone else but ME. Sad, but true & it took me all these while to realize this.

5. 36.24.36!

Lose some fats. Been saying this for years & it is about time for me to put it into action. Whether you like it or not, Looks matters.

6. Never stop learning new things.

That is, read more, learn new skills, take up new hobbies, go out and explore more. Keep your curiosity level high. Life is too short to be wasted! =)

7. Don't lose yourself.

Be yourself. If someone likes you, he/she gotta like you for who you are, but not someone you pretend to be.

8. Friends ≠ Acquaintances

The equation says it all.

So this project starts right NOW! Today, 18/3/2011, 11.08pm.

Duration : One full year.

Things to achive : 8 items above.

We shall come back and see the results on 1/1/2012!

Wooohooo! I can't wait to see the results!

Hopefully, I will manage to succeed all. =D

Again & Again!

The keyword is : " Don't give up!"

Kickie

Woohoo!

Just got back from Kickboxing with Lindy!

It's always fun to hang out with Lindy. =)

Went to the James Oval to support the guys for soccer and ended up feeding mosquitoes. >.<

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Today was a happy day! Cause! I made my first, very own vietnamese roll! =D

Didn't know that actually they have a fried one as well. Gotta google it & try it next time.

Hmmm. Let me try to upload the picture of it.

I still don't have a camera so a camera phone is all I got.

16/3/2011 Vietnamese Spring Roll FTW! Perth

Rice noodles, mint leaves, crab sticks, cucumber & carrot is all you need!

It looked quite decent, eh?

It tasted not that bad too. I would say very close to the one they are selling outside? =D

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Had a test today which worth 10% of the unit.

Really feel the need to spend more time studying to understand the concept of the unit.

Not only for the unit but for other units as well.

I still remember how I would relentlessly spend hours on Starbucks mugging for a paper last time.

How every marks means the world to me.

But now, Somehow, I lost the drive and motivations along the way. =(

Some say, it's because that I don't really love what I am studying?

Hmm....

All I know now is that, I gotta find them all back!

I know. I am gonna be amazing. I just know.

Hahaha!

*Pats self on shoulder*

The key word is : " Don't Give up!"

(Ca't stand myself sometimes!)

Alright, time to get back to life! =)

Pizza Day!

Ohh.

Just came back from a run. Had this sudden urge to run at 8.50++pm at night. =}

Lots of things happened today.

To start off, I overslept today & skipped one morning lecturer & felt really bad about it. =(

I really shouldn't do that again. Gotta lectopia it soon.

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Met up with Jam for lunch. We sat on the bench with hawaiian pizza on hand and talked.

Hmm.

I know it's very bad to think this way but I sometimes wonder that, she cares so much about this, is it because she now has something that is worth-gossiping to share with her friends or it is solely just that she cares for my well-being.

Maybe, combination of both?

(Gahh! I think I have to start reading/writing more. Now I struggle to find the right word to describe the exact feelings I have.)

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Anywhoo, I think I have changed a lot since. It is not like I just noticed it.

Coming to Perth to study has definitely changed me.

I realized that now I don't easily trust people like how I used to be.

Not so gullible anymore, I guess? =)

Like people have intentions and schemes in everything that they do.

I know this is really unhealthy but after being through all these, what can I say?

Still, I keep reminding myself that : "Not everyone around you that are nice to you have intentions."

They are still nice & kind people around.

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Multiple & Mixed feelings.

Kebab passed me a note just now. A really short note to remind me about Viv.

It is very hard to tell that who is telling the truth and who is not.

I have still this tingling feelings that Kebab is still trying to fish for sympathy.

Like, why would you always trying to want to make yourself sound like the victim?

When, you are not really the victim in the first place?

But then again, at the end of the day,

Is the truth really that important?

Surprisingly, this doesn't affect me as much as I thought it would be.

I hope this is a good sign.

Alright, time to get back to reality.

Have a tutorial to do tomorrow. Yay!

Oh-La!

Alright, I think I am really that kind of person that needs a diary.

So that I can keep track of what I have done for the day.

To make sure that I do my work.

To make sure that I don't waste my days away just like what I did today.

(Spent the whole day surfing on the net, doing pretty much nothing ={ )

Will come back to update more but first I need to get myself a camera!

The old camera of mine has already broken. =(

Ahhhhh.

It is almost 1.30am now.

Better go sleep soon!

Goodnight to you!